I told myself, i've got to shake this jealous thing
It's the last thing i need
I told myself, drop this anti-trust act
It is so self defeating (and not worth repeating)
And i watched your whisper turn into a mountain of a lie
There was always someone waiting in the wings
We were something that i am not...

I am falling, i am failing
Sometimes loss outweighs gain
I am falling, i am failing
This kidding you is killing me

Don't hold it to coincidence that our paths don't cross anymore
I am drowning in an ocean of thoughts and i can't spill out a single word These day the best i can do is a simple smile across crowded rooms
You always swore you could never take him back...i didn't think that Never could come so fast
I took you out on everyone.

I am falling, i am failing
Sometimes loss outweighs gain
I am falling, i am failing
This kidding you is killing me...